Post by Deleted on Feb 10, 2018 4:41:35 GMT
Why not switch things up a bit and talk about how damn gorgeous Elton John is. Lololol To be honest, talking about Elton's music so deeply all the time gets my brain very clustered and tired because I spend hours trying to convey my point. I'd prefer taking things easy and discussing how cute he is once in awhile
Nobody will probably join me in on this chat, but I'll try.
I remember when I first got into Elton, I only really liked his songs. I didn't know much about him and I didn't think anything of his looks. But one day I came across an interview of him, and he was really, really funny. I liked his accent, I'd never really heard a British accent before honestly. And I instantly thought the way he laughed was so dorky and cute. After one month, I found myself in love with this photo for no apparent reason:
I guess I really started to think he was cute. After seeing how charitable and humble he was, how talented and hilarious he could be, my teenage brain formed a little crush on him quickly. I knew he was gay of course (though I didn't know until I read about him more), but I didn't really think anything of it. I didn't think it mattered because he was never attainable to me being so famous anyways. I just thought he was cute, and that was it. It was honestly pure innocence and out of the blue.
But I did begin to feel caged and trapped in my little crush. I didn't know too many fans at the start, and nobody was willing to admit that they too found him so charming. I was afraid to say things like, "I think he's gorgeous" and "Look how cute he is!" because I feared I'd get made fun of. I knew at first it was just a crush, but something told me that deep down, I was making the "right move" for loving him like this. Instinct told me that I was going to heavily fall in love with this man.
Here's a funny story. The same month after freshly discovering him, a fan had sent me a photograph of Elton completely, ugh, naked. She asked me if I wanted to see it. At the time, I was driven with curiosity, but I was a little afraid, too. I was only like 16, and I didn't ever really look at adult-rated stuff since I was so sheltered. But, I still wanted to see him. I was in school, in the back of the classroom while the teacher was giving a lesson. It was dead silent amongst the students when the fan sent me the photo of Elton on my phone. I took a glance and felt my heart pound out of my chest, thinking, "Holy SHIT. That's his... penis!" LOL My god I was so innocent. (Can you believe it? A junior in high school and yet I never really saw one of those before ) I tried to take another glance at it, and the second look was even harder (no pun intended). He was so hairy. And he was just standing there casually, holding IT. I just didn't know what to think. Was this something I really wanted to see? Did I like it?
I stared at it some more and felt myself getting lightheaded, and then I started to become ill. Apparently one of my classmates said my head was turning flush red. The teacher asked me what was wrong and I lied and said my aunt died and I needed to go out into the hallway to be alone, LOL When I was excused, I sat out in the hallway and zoomed in on the picture and smiled very much. Oh yes indeed, I liked it, haha. I'll never forget that day. The day I had to excuse myself from the classroom because of Elton John's body hahahahahah... LOL
I knew from that point on I was really in love with him. First I loved his music, then his personality, then his good deeds, his appearance, and now I loved him sexually. It was the full circle. I did have issues for awhile still admitting that I loved him in such a way. I used to feel guilty and honestly ashamed. But then I told myself it was completely natural. And that I would have to accept that what I felt was completely normal. It was okay to love him like this. Yet still, to this day, not everyone really understands how madly in love I am with him, and a big part of that, I'm not afraid to admit, is his looks. I do think he is the handsomest, sexiest man in the whole world. I don't expect anyone to really care about my message here. But I hope I'm at least not alone.
Nobody will probably join me in on this chat, but I'll try.
I remember when I first got into Elton, I only really liked his songs. I didn't know much about him and I didn't think anything of his looks. But one day I came across an interview of him, and he was really, really funny. I liked his accent, I'd never really heard a British accent before honestly. And I instantly thought the way he laughed was so dorky and cute. After one month, I found myself in love with this photo for no apparent reason:
I guess I really started to think he was cute. After seeing how charitable and humble he was, how talented and hilarious he could be, my teenage brain formed a little crush on him quickly. I knew he was gay of course (though I didn't know until I read about him more), but I didn't really think anything of it. I didn't think it mattered because he was never attainable to me being so famous anyways. I just thought he was cute, and that was it. It was honestly pure innocence and out of the blue.
But I did begin to feel caged and trapped in my little crush. I didn't know too many fans at the start, and nobody was willing to admit that they too found him so charming. I was afraid to say things like, "I think he's gorgeous" and "Look how cute he is!" because I feared I'd get made fun of. I knew at first it was just a crush, but something told me that deep down, I was making the "right move" for loving him like this. Instinct told me that I was going to heavily fall in love with this man.
Here's a funny story. The same month after freshly discovering him, a fan had sent me a photograph of Elton completely, ugh, naked. She asked me if I wanted to see it. At the time, I was driven with curiosity, but I was a little afraid, too. I was only like 16, and I didn't ever really look at adult-rated stuff since I was so sheltered. But, I still wanted to see him. I was in school, in the back of the classroom while the teacher was giving a lesson. It was dead silent amongst the students when the fan sent me the photo of Elton on my phone. I took a glance and felt my heart pound out of my chest, thinking, "Holy SHIT. That's his... penis!" LOL My god I was so innocent. (Can you believe it? A junior in high school and yet I never really saw one of those before ) I tried to take another glance at it, and the second look was even harder (no pun intended). He was so hairy. And he was just standing there casually, holding IT. I just didn't know what to think. Was this something I really wanted to see? Did I like it?
I stared at it some more and felt myself getting lightheaded, and then I started to become ill. Apparently one of my classmates said my head was turning flush red. The teacher asked me what was wrong and I lied and said my aunt died and I needed to go out into the hallway to be alone, LOL When I was excused, I sat out in the hallway and zoomed in on the picture and smiled very much. Oh yes indeed, I liked it, haha. I'll never forget that day. The day I had to excuse myself from the classroom because of Elton John's body hahahahahah... LOL
I knew from that point on I was really in love with him. First I loved his music, then his personality, then his good deeds, his appearance, and now I loved him sexually. It was the full circle. I did have issues for awhile still admitting that I loved him in such a way. I used to feel guilty and honestly ashamed. But then I told myself it was completely natural. And that I would have to accept that what I felt was completely normal. It was okay to love him like this. Yet still, to this day, not everyone really understands how madly in love I am with him, and a big part of that, I'm not afraid to admit, is his looks. I do think he is the handsomest, sexiest man in the whole world. I don't expect anyone to really care about my message here. But I hope I'm at least not alone.